I have, finally, figured out why all the traumatic experience in my life have happened around some holiday.
Usually, my birthday (Nov. 2) through Valentine’s day.
It’s because at this time of year, I start looking at my life and my decisions. I evaluate the situation I’m in and change my behaviors to bring about changes to my life that will improve the quality of it.
Sometimes, it works out well. Mostly, it doesn’t.
My question is this:
Why do I do this to myself during the holidays?